hiiii

 Hey guysssss... it's been a while since I posted anything on here. I've been trying to get my life together, but it's been really hard, unfortunately. My sleep schedule is cooked. I've been procrastinating on my school work, and it's only week three, and my eating habits have gotten so bad. BUT I'm locking in and taking control. ANYWAYS, I've been thinking about how I wanted to be a vegetarian. I think that I could do it, but not so soon, so I'll start off as a pescatarian. There's no moral reasoning behind this at all. I literally just woke up one day and was like, let's go vegan, but I'm definitely not ready for that lol. ALSO, why is it so hard to get hired for a job, seriously? I've been applying to so many, and I've always gotten no response, even though they claim to be hiring urgently. I hate this so much, likeeee, just give me the job, please lol. But yeah, guys, I'm working on becoming more productive. I've been setting timers and reminders, and I'm also looking at planners so I can get my life together. I missed sharing on here, so I think I'll schedule two shares per week. It's so therapeutic, in a way, to just share all my thoughts. 

bts

 

Hi guyssss. I just saw bts in concert for the first time and omg it was so much fun. I didnt wait in line for merch too long so that was great but it was so stinking hot. I think i almost passed out. Army was so nice i met new people and got so many freebies. I was such an introvert yesterday honestly. It sucks that there was so much controversy a few days before i think the guys were a little nervous since there were talks of a black ocean happening, but it was mostly from people who werent even going. It was such a great show honestly I wish I was able to go to both days, but those resellers must have lost their minds. 1k for nosebleeds I dont think so. Now lets talk about those suprise songs..... I WAS NOT FEELING IT AT ALL. I love gogo and ptd but a double repeat of what another city has gotten honestly i was disappointed. I still sang along and danced of course but i absolutely felt some way. Im grateful though that I was even able to go. Also there were some cute moments with the members and the make a wish section during ptd and I loved that. OH YEAH..... guys my bias is absolutely hobi but lately during this tour jimin,jungkook, and tae have almost took that number one spot lol. Especially last night tae was so fineeee. I actually cant wait to see them again and hopefully for all days i loved it so much. 

recent youtube watches

 Hi everyone, I've been watching youtube sooooo much lately. I even got the youtube premium to get rid of all those stinkin ads. Speaking of ads... they are so annoying and they're so constant I end up losing focus on the videos. I miss the old youtube sometimes but change is inevitable. ANYWAYSSS.... here are some of my favorite videos I've watched on youtube recently.

    

     

summer reads

At the beginning of summer I bought two books to get me back into reading as a hobby. I seriously think college has stripped away my love for reading in my spare time, apart from fanfictions of course lol. But anyways the first book I read was By the Bootstraps by Alexa martin. To me it was the cutest book ever. Its about a woman, Luna, who moves to a small town in Texas after her mother passes and falls for this cowboy football coach. I saw Texas and was sold, my home state ugh of course I had to read it. I highly recommend it. The book that I'm reading now is Get a life, Chloe Brown by Talia Hibbert. i seriously love her books. I've read two other by her and they were so good. this book is apart of a three part series following three sisters. I'm not going to lie... I kinda forgot what the first one i read was about because it was so long ago, but I do remember liking it and adding the other two to my tbr. I'm still in the beginning parts of the book so I cant say much now but I'm loving it so far. Are there any books you've been reading this summer id love to hear about it!

my first post!

 Hi to whoever is reading. I've been so excited to start my blogging journey. I hope you all are ready for all the sharing and yapping i will do. I hope you enjoy it all!